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May 3, 2009
I have planned plans that I have directed myself to go to. Plans that are according to what I see as essential and should be done. I was solely focused on what I have decided to do. I have made myself an itinerary, a MUST. But all of a sudden these things did not materialize. All of a sudden things went the other way, I was caught off guard. I did not expect this. I overlooked things. I did not have a plan B, C or any back-up plan for that matter. I am questioning things that have occurred. Where did I go wrong? Where can I troubleshoot? Why is this happening? This is not what I have planned? What’s the purpose of this? Have I planned on my own or I should’ve had coordinated with someone with the highest power? Isn’t what I have planned beneficial for my development? Or does He have anything for me? What is this? Is this true? Nah! I’m just having a nightmare? But why am I awake? When will this end? When will I be able to say THANK YOU, at last I’m living my dreams? What can I do? I have given up things for these plans. What’s left of me now is a mere individual who have courageously dropped her old life just to live her dreams. I have gambled but I haven’t even commenced on the chance that I have staked at and I am now struggling. Is this the worth of being a gambler?
